Friday, January 25, 2013

its a lesswords friday



happy friday ya'll!

how's life? magnificent? cuti lama harus lah seronok kan? aku cuti semalam je, hari ini back to work. datang kerja almost 12, buat labwork and gel tak jadi-jadi. nows the third time, hopefully okay..

this labwork thing. is. excruciating. dan sangat boring.

orang sabar je boleh buat kerja ni. but i'm not sabar, how can i involve myself into this?

psycho siut.. but honestly, time master memang a lot easier kot.. and everyday i wish that i can just do what i did during my master, tambah parameter je kot..

but what to do. just finish what i've already started and get over with. can't wait.


oh ini ramble ni pun sebab semalam terserempak dengan member lama masa kat utm dulu pun.. he is my junior. we are under the same supervisor. and every time i said something about our prof like tanya khabar ke, or kerem salam sort of things, mestilah brought up the news of him. yesterday, he said that prof is now a new director of this one institute at pagoh. i've heard of it before, then i said, after i finish my study, boleh mintak kerja sana..

prof mesti ambik akak punya..dia akan ambik orang yang dia kenal.. he said..

the thing about prof is that, he really-really appreciates me, and once i was sort of menganggur for two months before working as an ra in bangi, he was willingly offered me work by writing papers. which i can do it from home. it was easy and smooth sailing months, and i decided to quit because i get the ra job here..nak dekat dengan laki punya pasal kan..

lepas tu mulalah meroyan sebab i am now doing something that i'm not interested at all, and susah gila. and this junior is now live happily in johor and akan sambung phD di UK this coming March..

i was a bit jealous.

biasalah tu kan. everybody wants to study abroad...aku pun same.. at least one degree... but what to do? mungkin aku terlalu mengikut takdir kot, and not fighting enough.

oh my..apa yang aku merepek teruk sangat ni..

well, life must go on. honestly, aku memang tak ada perancangan masa depan pun. but for now, habiskan dulu, then baru fikir. boleh?

2 comments:

  1. Sgt boleh..ak pon bile tgk kawsn2 study abroad..eh ak lg blh pg sane..tp die kaye..leh smbung tros..macam2 dlm kpl otak ak..hem tp tu sume rzk masing2..rzk kite maybe blm smp..n alhamdulillah for what we are now:)

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  2. kan? alhamdulillah dengan apa yang kita ada sekarang.. tapi manusia macam aku memang kadang-kadang dengki.. kekekek...

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