well, i should be thankful of having this job, tapi bukan sebab kerja ini buat aku stress. aku boleh kata aku dah mula rasa stress sangat bila kat office phone line and internet connection dah start tak berfungsi. get what i mean? macam teruk sangat dah kan?
dan aku jarang beritahu situasi aku dan kerja aku kat sini, plus it is not necessary pun. dulu yes, i was happy, sekarang so so je.. well we can not hope much if we work in a private company right? unless that place is some giant established companies. but still, i'm thankful, i should be thankful..this is just a test maybe.. ramai lagi yang tunggu gaji berbulan-bulan tapi still can survive ape?
i will survive. and still looking for a better offer. better offer by means in gov sect. but everybody knows that to apply and get a job there is hell hard! i was even sadder when i heard that few of my friends are happily working there without worries of monthly income. bila pulak giliran aku?
suka complain kan aku?