Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Monday, February 22, 2010

i'm listening to robert pattinson and how i spent my night everyday..

his song 'never think' is quite suck, really, but because he is the singer and he palys the guitar so, i just 'forgive you'.

so why i suddenly jump into this rob? because yeasterday while i was bloghopping, i saw this one blog link to a youtube 'love song by tailor swift' sang by an ugly little fella (a man) wearing a pink dress and pink halo. they think its hillarious but i think it's disgusting..so when i remember tailor swift, i remember one that kanye west incident with her then i find it in youtube. then after a while of watching and searching, i found the making of twilight. then i watched and drool and smile and laugh and i jumped to robsten vids and with all the awwww they are so sweet so lovable and back to bloghoping. spending time in youtube for about hours! spending time bloghoping also took hours!

it is soooo simple to waste your time heh? well actually i can think of having a good night sleep or sending out jobs-related-emails. or writing a scientific paper or digging information about those UPLC things. honestly, my thesis is not entirely finish. i should just finish all and wrap all up and wait for my supervisor to give those checked chapters and dump all those chapters inside and send. i could make it in a shorter period but still i wait..

i am a very good procrastinator..

i think i should write it in my resume. and twist it like this;

i am a good procrastinator. a very good one. and i am struggling to fix myself. it takes a very high determination seems it is in my blood.

this is very random..

Sunday, February 21, 2010

kucing panggil mari suruh tengok valentines day

dah cakap nak tengok decoration chinese new year dekat one utama. ha tengok? dah nak dekat chap goh meh baru nak pergi lihat. comel sangat kucing tu panggil mari mari mari, lai lai lai.....siap pakai cincin lagi..

anyway, itu semalam pergi tengok valentines day. heret encik boyfriend tengok sekali. nak tegnok wolfman kawan dia kata tak best, nak tengok the lightning thieft dah tengok rabu lepas (i memang kaki wayang - if ada orang belanje :P). jadi macam betul ke nak tengok valentines day? nannti muntah darah kerana terlampau jiwang nangis pulak ni? betul ke?

aku kalau nak tengok romantic comedy kat panggung memang jarang sikit. selalunya aku ajak kak ana the presenter untuk tonton sekali sebab beliau juga kaki wayang dan boleh seret tengok sekali. last time tengok the ugly truth. before that the shopaholic tu. yang lain-lain ambil dari sumber yang boleh dipercayai (ikram - hehe) kaki download cerita. jadi aku hanya ambil dari beliau dan tonton dan drool depan pc sambil layan jiwang..

pendek kate; i takkan ajak boyfriend i pergi tengok romantis comedi punye cerita sebab takut dia menderita..!

ok..ok dah jauh ni. back to valentines day punye cerita. yang kelakar, encik boyfriend tak senang duduk sebab dia nak concentrate dekat cerita. dia nak fahamkan betul betul sebab dia macam confuse and dia asyik tanya eh, yang ni siapa? yang ni yang mana? apesal dengan pompuan tu?(he's not really familiar with the actors so, its a bit confusing).. haha comel.. macam biasa lepas tengok sambil jalan ke luar panggung terus tanya best tak cerita tu lepas tu boleh dia kata

best!

sekarang baru ku tahu, lepas ni cerita romantic comedy yang berbaloi tengok harus heret dia pergi dia siap kata nak tengok lagi sekali sebab nak fahamkan cerita...terpaksa kata dia comel lagi sekali kat sini (jangan muntah melihat aku begini..)

aku tak kata mesti pergi tonton, sebab tak lama lagi keluar jugak dalam dvd atau sesiapa saje akan download. sebab aku kadang-kadang rasa agak rugi sebab cerita macam ni tak ada apa yang perlu dikagumkan, but honestly secara keseluruhan cerita ini memang besh arh! i like..

* personal comment about taylor swift? kelakarla adek berlakon.. adek harus jadi watak yang nerdy-nerdy sikit baru seswaiii kot..

all mommy to be .. BEHOLD!

sedang aku tengah menonton you tube secara ilmiah, aku terjumpa ini..! oh, aku sangat teruja gila rasa ngilu semua ada. aku selalu terlupa yang dekat sini juga boleh menimba ilmu. apa yang aku cari kat sini asyik video klip lagu terkini saje..

and aku tidak boleh imagine hal yang sebenar! korang boleh imagine ke? even the doctors couldn't see this kind of view. tengok dari luar je (rasanyalah). this clip is awesome! all mommy to be jangan takut ye.. kuasa Tuhan weh! kuasa Tuhan...Subhanallah!

sekarang tolong rasa kagum.

now i know why i love science so much..it's about to discover the power of God..jadi tak perlu rasa sedih, kecewa, because the basic things of learning BIOLOGy is to learn God's beautiful creations.

penat, ngantok, bai...

n not to forget..THANKS A LOT MOM! i'm sure that was really painfull..

*i got an interview..please pray for me please....

Friday, February 19, 2010

the weeks are running FAST!

aku tak sempat nak kejar. aku tak sempat nak bernafas pun! hari ni dah jumaat? ape yang aku dah buat selama berminggu-minggu ni? huh?huh?

aku sedang dengar al kuliyah. semoga aku insaf..

da!

appreciation..

sedang aku edit-edit blog, konon nak tukaR template baru (LAGI!) tiba-tiba aku nampak ada follower baru. woh! aku baru perasan woh!

maka aku nak ucapkan terima kasih sebab follow blog ini tanpa rasa was-was. anyway a big clap for them. i'm sure 'jengah blog korang' because i got A LOT OF TIME TO SPEND.

*
zura: kau apahal zura baru TAMBAH 3 FOLLOWER kau dah nak kecah satu malaya

zura: woih SUKA ATI AKU AA, biar follower sikit tapi bergaya..

zura:woih, tak ada kena mengena langsung aa

zura: woih! BIAR AA!!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

feel like i want to have a flower bath

translation;

-terasa seperti ingin menikmati mandi bunga-

ada satu hari tu, aku amuk amuk dengan encik boifren. amuk sebab kenapa dunia kejam kat aku sebab aku jobless sampai sekarang. mungkin 1. aku banyak buat dosa jadi aku macam kena hukuman dalam bentuk 'cenggini'. 2. adalah satu ujian supaya aku lebih tabah menghadapi dugaan yang lagi hebat akan datang. 3. aku takkan diuji sebegini hebat dah nanti. 4. aku sedang tengok casino royale (ok, memang takda kene mengena kat situ).

selain dari yang 4 itu aku still rasa yang ke 5 ni 'the major cause' - aku salah pilih course masa belajar dulu. honestly, aku mengambil jurusan BIOLOGY. even di universiti yang paling hebat dalam dunia pun kalau kau ambil kos itu aku tak rasa masa hadapan sangat cerah melainkan result kau adalah flying colours dan kekal papa sehingga berumur minima 27 tahun sebab kau harus wajib ambil master dan sambung phd. THEN, barulah kau boleh jadi kaya raya kerana telah menjadi seorang pensyarah. aku belum dengar lagi DR yang papa kedana. plus, aku rase bioteknologi di malaysia macam XYZ. kalau tak semua budak course aku tak end up jadi cikgu sekolah rendah. dan kau ingat jadi RA dekat ipt boleh kaya? mereka hanya bergantung kepada geran dan kontrak sahaja. kalau bernasib baik juga dan kerja lama, boleh la kot mintak permanent post. lama tak lama sangatla, adalah dalam 4-5 tahun macam tu. tapi aku stress kan kat sini, kalau bernasib baik..gaji depends pada job.. ra yang kontrak boleh dapat max 1500rm. kalau bernasib baik lagi, boleh la dapat hourly pay. cecah jugak 1800 or 2000.

kebanyakan yang berjaya dan kaya pun sangat RARE. macam aku bagitau tadi NASIB pun memainan peranan penting jugak bergantung kepada keikhlasan belajar masa dan tahap hormat pada cikgu dan ibu bapa masa belajar dulu. if itu tak ada, maka susah sikitlah nak bernasib baik masuk dalam bidang SAINS dalam go.v. dan lebih bernasib baik kalau ada 'orang dalam' dalam organisasi sains yang kau impikan, maka tak perlu risau. lepas grad mintak saje kerja terus dapat. tapi ramai jugak di kalangan kawan aku yang bernasib baik. dapat je job ra or ro tu. aku je yang tak bernasib baik..aku memang keluar dapat skrol je..(aku memang pesimis bab ni)

aku pun rasa usaha kat sini pun penting jugak. aku akui, mungkin aku tak cukup usaha untuk BEG and BEG dan aku rasa aku kena modified resume aku dari 4 muka surat ke 2 muka surat saje. aku rasa employer macam jijik tengok course aku kot apesal tah satu panggilan telefon pun tak dapat. aku pun hairan. aku bukan nak kata aku terlebih usaha tapi selagi aku ada pilihan, aku akan pilih. tu je. max, bulan 3. nak tanak aku kena mintak jugak jadi kerani kat mana-mana. jadi promoter pun aku taram je. max bulan 3..serious..aku nak tambah usaha aku sebab jobstreet kata aku kena spent around 20 hours per week untuk cari kerja bagi menunjukkan betapa usahanya aku..so aku kena study dengan gigih macam mana nak tulis resume dengan baik, cover letter yang marvellous, lepas tu practice macam mana nak interview (kalau dapat). usaha! usaha! usaha! aku tak boleh nak salahkan course yang aku pilih masa degree dulu...

aku akui jugak kadang-kadang hati kecik aku ni gila dengki tengok member kerja senang walaupun tak senang mane. pressure dorang tinggi woh tapi gaji sedap ape. walaupun aku fikir yang kualiti masa bersama kekasih dan keluarga adalah lebih penting dari kerja, dalam zaman sekarang yang nak kawen pun paling kurang kena ada 25 k dalam tangan terpaksa jugakla kata duit adalah segala-galanya. i mean SEGALA-GALANYA! tapi manusia yang aku paling hasad dengki adalah manusia kat tempat aku belajar dulu certain (aku kata certain) yang senang lenang je kerja tapi dan tangga gaji pun sedap je. aku pun tak tau apa yang mereka sibukkan. aku rasa aku dulu lagi sibuk dari mereka, yang bawah-bawah lagi sibuk dan banyak kerja dan pressure dari mereka, mereka pulak sedap pakai baju yang harga kain saje dah rm400. mane aku tak dengki macam tu? aku rasa macam hasad dengki tahap ke tujuh dan pekerjaan mereka ini juga memang menjadi idaman aku. bukan sahaja dapat pakai kain kerawang dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki, dapat pakai heels berjenama vincci pluss juga (aku memang sangat berdoa satu hari asid jatuh atas kasut tu -hah!) tak lupa juga boleh tukar kereta setahun sekali. datang pukul 8, balik pukul 5. arrgh! dengki siut! dengki aku!!!! aku nak bertukar jadi hijau sekarang. tapi aku rasa mungkin mereka pernah rasa susah tulis resume panjang panjang atau interview marvellous gile (english 'macam air'). ataupun mereka memang bernasib baik..

jadi sekarang dah, minggu ni je aku dah spent time more than 20 hours untuk blogging and bloghopping sahaja. maka aku perlu insaf untuk usaha, dan berdoa supaya aku bernasib baik.

sekian (warkah ditulis dari perempuan emo yang tenang)

*oh, aku mohon ampun dan maaf kalau tulisan aku salah. ini dari sudut pandangan aku je yee..

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

new favourite: A&W

see that? all american food. seems that i'm supporting america after all..

sekarang sudah tidak pandang sama itu mCd and KfC. sometimes rasa ingin 'puke puke and gag' bila lihat lambang saje pon. anyways, sudah bosan dengan ayam goreng, bubur nasi, burger even the prosperity burger pun sudah boleh tengok saje. mungkin kena berpuasa dalam waktu yang lama untuk makanan segera yang common itu sebelum boleh makan semula.

walaupun A&W adalah tidak seglemer dulu, ramai juga yang datang (dari ape yang aku tengok). even tak banyak outlet kat seluruh malaysia A&W memang best woh sebab ada air rootbeer campur aiskrim. seddap weh! and curly fries serious tak payah mengada-ngada nak tunggu sampai chinese new year untuk rase curly fries kat mcde.. anyway aku dulu memang paranoid tak reti nak rasa makanan lain unless ade orang sudi memperkenalkan aku makanan baru tersebut, here, thanks kepada encik boifren lagi sebab dia yang perkenalkanya..hehe..seb baik dia suka gak..

sekarang tak main sangat kate;

"eh, jom kita makan mcd!"

sekarang kate;

"jom kita pergi A&W!"

hehe.. i looooike...!

these days, i am out of ideas...

i skipped one day of blogging. for me, it is a-ma-zing due to the fact that i'm jobless for almost three months now and i should have update my blog everyday because i have no work to do.. like people want to read them, yeah but i dont care!

oh by the way, i'm a new follower to this blog;

i loooike!

and in the process of reading his older post. he admit that he is a real dumb ass so be caution of its content. (kot la korang nak jengah tengok kan..just want to warn u)..

so daa..

really, i am out of idea..

Monday, February 15, 2010

26 years of gong xi fa chai



pics taken at my aunt's house

my mom is chinese. and thankfully every year, my mom and dad will not have this husband and wife fight about 'balik-kampung-siapa-dulu' because each has his/her own raya. so during hari raya we'll head to kedah and during chinese new year off we go to tampin.

when i was a little girl, i remember so much puking a lot in a bus ride to tampin. and i remember a red plastic bag hanging at the front seat, just in case. how my mom drag me and my brother to puduraya to celebrate chinese new year at our kampung. my abah was working he was a 'polis hutan' and was always away.

usually we will stay for few days. at that time, i was so afraid of kaumu (means aunty) because she always said, "ni pu chiang wo a? chiang kaumu" something like that. i was so afraid of her because she was like scolding me and i was soo quiete back there i never opened my mouth to anybody except to my mom and my brother. thank God i have my brother to play with and we loooove playing on the old round swing i don't even know its exact name. and my favourite all time person that time is my late 'akong' (my grandfather). he was so kind and softspoken and really old almost 90 years old. he always wore this blue short pants and shirtless (except for the chinese new yar of course he will wear something). he even gave me a 'cincin belah rotan' and told my mom to not telling others. love to know that i'm his favourite.

i also like my mom's closest sister whom i call 'ayie' because she never ask me to call her. i know we should because it's a sign of respect but i started to call them when i was 15 (because my not so fluent chinese speaker sister was soo peramah that time she selamba smile and call people when she met the elders -tak macam abang kakak dia pemalu ni - so its a bit shame if my sister can do it so do us!).

i dont have any memories of having 'makan besar' though but we usually ate at the nearby halal stalls. when the chinese new year arrived, i remember clearly, this 5 yo zurazura was soooo afraid of the fireworks, the one with a row of mercun padi bursting out loud macam nak pecah telinga aku! then i screamed and ran behind my mom's back and closed my eyes and cupped my ears with my small hands. and the best part is to see myself a real lion dance in that very house of akong's for the first time ever. the music instruments strumming loud into my ears and i enjoyed it so much!

and it just happened once and i think it was the best chinese new year ever.


so, there.. now, my 'akong' has past away 15 years ago and we still celebrating chinese new year where all the cousins and aunties and uncles gather at one of my 'ayie's' house playing mahjong and cards. i am 26 now and at this old age i found it a bit depressing because i think my mom is the only one who's having the fun there. i think the main reason here is the unability of me in chinese speaking. truly said that my dad is a bit conservative and he did't allow us to learn. bila semua orang kata 'rugiiiiinyeee' baru abah sedar then when my sister born, she was sent to tadika cina. but because of entering the sk school, she forgot most of the chinese words already. but she still can speak simple chinese. but rugi me la because i know none. :( i always imagine if i can speak chinese i will defintely joining them playing mahjong and poker and laugh with reason and be friends with my cousins and play with the kids. honestly it was so rugi for me kan?

that's all..


happy chinese new year again!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

his and hers

pd trip semalam

starbucks today

i really dont have anything to do form this time till tomorrow morning. so updating blog two times a day is not wrong. and i'm still hearing my father complaining about "ooooh mana adek ni tak balik lagi ni, macam mana ni kenapa lambat balik, Ya Allah.. mana pergi budak ni? da malam dah ni" and what pissed me off is that he complained to other family members rather than the person himself. and he never call but keep on babbling about it until the closest person got fade up and run. ape ape jelah. i have the right to remain silent.

and i'm really sure he was complaining that way too when i was not home until 10.45 pm last night. suruh call tak nak (i think that will be my mom's words). i'm having this coldwar and silence therapy so i dont want to talk about it. sekian.

featuring the 'kaki' and the 'him'..

trip to pd itu jadi ye! J.A.D.I walaupun bangun pukul 11 lepas tu telefon encik boifren tak angkat-angkat bukan semalam janji nak pergi pukul 9 ke hah? tapi nasib baik gigih jugak nak pergi walaupun dah pukul 1 lebih. bagus jugak petang tu boleh berjemba-jemba. kalau pergi pagi, tengahari sudah perlu pulang sebab panas kannn...tapi memang panas betul sebab bertolak sampai pukul 4.30pm terima kasih kepada jam yang teruk, terpaksa lalu jalan dalam bukan highway. terpaksa bergantung kepada google map dalam henfon. terpaksa bayar bil telefon mahal sikit sebab surf melalui henfon. and by the way, i yang memandu persona ittew clap to myslef sebab tak pernah bawak kereta besar. first time hokeh! siap lalu jalan lame dah dah hentikan riak.

*anyway, gong xi fa chai to all who celebrates chinese new year. gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ya!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

oh ya, aku teringin wantan mee

it's hard for me to find a halal wantan me. i watched this chinese food tv programme OMG gile sedap mee dia of course daging babi harus ada maka aku pendamkan sajee. paling sedap boleh makan pun dekat the chicken rice shop :(

anyway, sudah lama layan buku ini tapi tak habis-habis. like i said to aiffa, aku pentingkan ketebalan buku dan harga yang berpatutan supaya aku habis baca lambat. kalau tak kerja aku nak membeli buku baru saje.

dan aku rasa komputer aku atas bantal renda ni dah macam hantaran pulak. ngehe..


and yey! besok (or hari ini) rancangan mahu pergi ke pd. hpefully tak jem. macam tak bersemangat nak buat ape-ape tapi semangat nak tengok video clip britney spears tengah nyanyi lagu circuss. apehal tah!

da!

*entry memang random gile..

Friday, February 12, 2010

limau lai laaa

i opened the fridge and saw cute little limau siap ada tangkai lagi. so cute! bila aku makan tak rasa was was (aku takut masam) sebab semuanya manis manis buah oh sedapnya!

this weekend, cadang-cadang nak jalan-jalan kat semua shopping complex sebab nak tengok decoration chinese new year. hari tu pergi one utama new wing kucing tu tak siap lagi. mid valey hatri tu pergi pun semua orang berkerumun sebab nak tengok akrobatik jadi tak dapat nak tengok decoration ittew. agak-agak this chinese new year jalan kl akan kosong tak?

*paling suka kl jika tidak jem, sakit kaki nak balance clutch and engine and brake bile kl jem jem ni. dah la jem yang ntah apa-apa.... wargh!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

i need a calmatographry..

Calmatography is a gadget to measure your patience and calm whenever you face a hectic and stress situation. you wear it on you wrist, it comes with a watch so you don't need to have extra something on your wrist. it will grab your wrist when you are angry or stress, as it will remind you to stay calm. it detects blood pressure; so it is advised not to wear this during exercise. it is very suitable for those who has anger problems and heart disease and high blood pressure. it can train you to be calmer and become an optimistic person.

shit i really need this.

i really need a calmatography so that i can relax a little bit, let loose, and become more optimistic person. even tho i myself am happy but it seems that people around me are not happy with me. they love to see me down, they do not know how much i work and redoubling my effort to strive for what i want but still, they do not know anything and judge me base on what they see. they saw me out of the house, they saw me in front of the computer most of the time, and hell they didn't know those envelopes i held when i reached the door, and my desk with scattered resume's and cv's. and they told me i have a hard life since i was a kid and i am a hard person, a really really bad person. i am a bad person.

but i still being opimistic, keep on telling myslef how to be nice to everybody, and keep reminding myself that i am a good person and i can't change who they are unless i change mine and change all my point of view towards this cruel life.

Happiness is not in the mere possession of money; it lies in the joy of achievement, in the thrill of creative effort. - franklin D roosevelt.
ok dah aku memang emosi lagi hari ni. jadi jangan kacau aku, aku mahu baca isabella.

wishlist!

sekarang sudah pukul 3.40am (macam jurnal misteri) sebab layankan encik boyfriend berjetlag, maka aku berjetlag juga. mentang-mentang sekarang aku boleh tidur seperti suiz lampu, kira kambing terus boleh tidur. macam robot. dan semalam sebab encik boyfriend call pukul berapa tah aku tak ingat, aku terjaga lepas tu tak boleh tidur balik, lalu aku kira kambing, lepas tu tak boleh tidur lagi. lepas tu, aku kira kambing kuat-kuat. satu. dua. tiga.. nanti aku kawen denganmu, wahai encik boyfriend tadahlah telingamu sebesar-besarnya sambil dengar dinda bendedang kira kambing. ape-ape jelah asal kami bahagia.

anyway, these few days hanya gambar KONON art aku pamerkan. sorry to say, these few days and the next few days and weeks, these will be my new obsession. kasi kumpul banyak-banyak, kalau ada harga aku jual, kalau tak da harga, aku simpan saja..

so, these few days juga selalu pergi beli kertas dan envelope dekat popular, sebab aku rasa situ lagi murah dari jusco. aku sudah compare harga, memang murah banyak jadi aku keep on going to popular walaupun aku ada kad MPH, tapi tak ape.

jadi bila jalan-jalan sekitar popular walaupun tak besar mana aku jalan juga sambil tengok buku. aku sudah ada minat sama buku juga walaupun ada banyak buku yang masih belum habis dan mula baca, namun nafsu aku terhadap buku masih mencanak tinggi. tapi sebab aku hanya dedikasikan duit aku pada barang untuk buat kad aku, maka aku melelehkan air liur saja bila lihat dan belek buku tersebut. sorry my dear, we are not meant to be together. maybe next time.

ok dah terus pada wish list kau boleh?

haa, sebab tak pernah buat wishlist, maka sedang berjalan-jalan sambil tengok buku aku dok fikir, kan best kalau ada orang bagi aku buku ni, kan best kalau ada orang bagi aku in dan itu dan ini..dan ini benda yang aku ingin sekarang..sekarang ye, jadi mungkin boleh bertukar-tukar selepas ini. aku akan senaraikan kembali kat sebelah, kalau aku dah dapat aku akan potong dah diam terus ke tujuan asal cepatt!

  1. time travellers wife (dalam bentuk buku)
  2. any books yang berkaitan dengan wang seperti macam mana nak jadi kaya dalam masa satu hari (aku tak mau buku donald trump plz)- aku ada jumpa yang sangat menarik. buku macam ni, agak-agak nipis pun dah ohkay..
  3. pisau bulat di hujung bagi menajamkan skill mengukir aku yang sangat amatur itu
  4. pen drive (sadly, aku tidak ada langsung pendrive! aku hanya pinjam melalui rakan sebaya)
  5. majalah digital camera issue yang lepas seperti sangat menarik. namun ini mungkin simpan dulu. mungkin pada masa hadapan isi kandungan akan lebih lebih lebih menarik lagi? hanya editornya saje yang tahu.
  6. tidak lupa juga sebuah kerja (aku tak tahu ganti diri bagi kerja - sebuah? sebijik kerja? sekeping kerja? watever). supaya aku dapat income bulanan untuk menampung kos sara hidup aku yang tinggi (aku tak demand tinggi sangat pun).

ok, dah. tu je..aku rasa ada lagi tapi aku lupe.

bai..

oh, nanti aku tambah lagi.
dah ni bai betul-betul

bai..

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

hand made card. the concept..

these i made based on a concept, i stamped at the top and the bottom of the card, and wordings at the middle and red stripes.
Happy birthday
not just a year older
but a year better
and a year wiser


Good luck
in everything you do!


Happy mother's day
lots of hugs and kisses
i love you


Happy father's day!
you are the best dad ever..
look! my new stamp..


Congratulations!
my other new stamp..

these cards are 1/4 of A4 size. and you can put this in a picture frame, write something else like 'to azura, i love u, from azmi' hehe.
i'll show an example later. tak ada picture frame le sekarang.heh.
oh! and feel free to comment ye! appreciate that very much..:)

Monday, February 8, 2010

i waited for him and the gifts too! haha

i didn't ask anything from him. i just want him to arrive here safely. but he brought me something;

nope, i dont want to show you whats inside that red wrapper but i like it very much and the ribbon flowers too. it gives me ideas! and the toblerone wrapping style, i know it is common and simple, but it's beautiful!.

anyway, i finally had a blast weekends. i hang out with my long lost friend aiffa, and ina and we talked about everything! and on sunday, i went to KLIA to fetch my dearly encik boyfriend. i sesat sikit je. oh, and last weekend me and oli went to ice skate, it was a blast to!

love the friends, love my encik boyfriend too..ngehehe

Saturday, February 6, 2010

yesterday's art project runway (tiba-tiba)

hi peeps! i'm back to normal. yey! i woke up at 6.11am today thanks to encik boyfriend AGAIN because he called me from UK. it was 10 pm there. so, besides going to Fr.im and dropping off my resume there (hopefully they need RA's) i did these handmade cards to kill the time.heh..

it's our seventh aniversary and i made a card for HIM..i've always love the edwardian script because it has the name of EDWARD there, haha, nope, it looks rich and romantic..
it is a simple card and i love it so much! see the stamps?
i also made a new rubberstamp yesterday. i saw this one wedding card (i couldnt remember where) and i'm inspired from it to make this;
and stamp it around the wordings.
or both top and bottom of the card..
and this one i tried with my ugly rose rubberstamp. it turns out nice!
i was bloghopping until i came to this blog: http://www.creaturecomfortsblog.com/ where we can download card designs and some great DIY..just print it out and print it again with any wordings you like..(i dont know hoe to edit directly from the pdf file).
so, there goes my day..and today i think i need to buy another set of erasers. i'm out of it. this thing make me addicted!

Friday, February 5, 2010

mission accomplished!!!!!!!!!!

oklah, i happy sangat sebab;

see the time? 9.59 AM ! i woke up at 9 today. weehee! this is because i counted sheeps before i slept and at first i imagined edward cullen hopping across the fence, but he looked weird and i just stick to the traditional way, wooly white sheeps. they were cute and i just fell asleep after that. i never thought counting sheeps would be worked!

so thank God for that. it's an achievement for me.

and thanks to encik boyfriend. he was the one who asked me to count the sheep and i wasn't listening to him until yeterday..

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

card comel, cup cake comel dan hadiah comel

bangun je excited nak menghadap hari muka. bila tak pegang gunting, tu yang rasa down gile tuh! i should do this more often kan?

would you catch me if i fall for you?

sometimes i wish i was a little kid again..skinned knees are easier to heal than broken heart..

this is so dem true!

1 jam pertama setiap pagi adalah penentu kepada keseluruhan hidup kita dalam sehari.

my words of the day..

this is the cute cupcake, and the cute gift box. hasil hari ini: not bad for a beginner...

i made a box for my cards. tapi eleh, terkecik pulak maka muat isi yang kecik-kecik je. ape arh! besok aku terpaksa buat yang lain. huhu..

anyway, semua wordings tu bukan aku yang reka ohkay, those are inside my pc already entah aku pun tak ingat ambil di mana. so credit to them ye..not me..heh..

buhbai!

rezeki itu ada di mana-mana

aku macam give up hari ni. walaupun malu nak ngaku tapi aku berterus terang jugakla yang aku nangis-senangis-nangisnya untuk kasi hilang sikit stress aku bila fikir pasal aku sendiri. bila aku fikir pasal aku buat apa kat rumah ni, kenapa aku jadi macam ni? kenapa rezeki aku susah nak masuk (ni aku tau kenapa) tapi bab rezeki ada kena-mengena dengan aku tidur dan bangun lambat ke? saje nak argue, heh.

aku kadang-kadang pelik, kenapa Tuhan bagi rezeki orang tu muuurah sangat, rezeki orang ni susaaaah sangat rezeki orang lain biasa-biasa je. adakah sebab doanya? adakah sebab sembahyangnya? adakah sebab Tuhan nak bagi dia lupa diri or what so over. aku pun tak boleh nak argue benda ni jugak. aku macam nak tanya ustaz hasrizal sebab mesti dia bagi jawapan tak tipikal. aku suke tu.

aku tau aku macam tak patut nak discuss benda macam ni. mungkin tu mentaliti orang melayu kot, tak berbincang untuk mencari sebab kenapa dan bagaimana, tapi bila bab yang remeh-temeh macam kes sebat kartika (bagi aku nak sebat-sebat je la dah orang tu pun rela) nak pulak kecoh bagai. tapi sendiri lupa basic things macam senyum dan memberi salam pada orang Islam yang lain jangan asyik judge orang tengok orang ni hip hop sikit kater dia tak sembahyang terus aku malas nak tegur budak ni memang dah rosak akhlak dah. huh.

balik bab rezeki tadi, ada juga yang diberi ujian yang macam-macam. lepas satu bab, satu bab masalah lagi sampai. lepas dah langsai payment kereta, tiba-tiba kereta kena hentam dengan lori, duit pulak tinggal rm100 dalam bank, besoknya pulak kena buang kerja, luse pulak tunang mintak putus. besoknya pulak, hah sambung sendiri. Tuhan takkan beri ujian kepada seseorang itu jika seseorang itu tak mampu hadapinya. dan aku pulak, puas fikir aku cukup kuat ke? aku cukup kuat ke? aku sedih macam ni sebab Tuhan nak hukum aku ke Tuhan nak uji aku?

Aku rasa mungkin Tuhan nak hukum aku sebab aku selalu lupe baca doa qunut masa solat subuh.

mungkin jugak.

aku nak megeluh, orang kata tak baik mengeluh. jadi aku kepamkan perasaan keluh kesah aku ni. mungkin aku perlu start dengan masuk tidur sekarang supaya besok boleh aku bangun pagi. aku baca blog ustaz hasrizal, salah satu ayatnya; satu jam pertama setiap pagi adalah penentu kepada keseluruhan hidup kita dalam sehari. dia takkan letak perkataan pagi kalau pagi tu tak penting. jadi aku memang patut dan perlu dan wajib mementingkan pagi.

besok aku nak bangun pagi.

art stuff

sebab tidak ada kerja mahu buat dan sangat banyak masa untuk tonton csi setiap hari, makan sepanjang waktu dan ke jusco sesuka hati jadi buat ini untuk mengisi masa lapang;

yey, happy bufdae!

and congratulation!

terima kasih..

awwww...saya sayang awak..


hehe, ini memang personal ye, o biase die nak tunjuk jugak.

semua di atas adalah bersaiz seperti namecard. jadi, kalau bufdae encik boifren, boleh i selit dalam poket baju dia saje..heh, gatal..


ini yang comel-comel

belakang dia boleh tulis i love u ke, i hate u ke, i nak makan kentang goreng dengan u ke..

yang comel-comel ni saiz separuh dari namecard. jadi boleh letak dalam kotak zinger burger bila kekasih bukak kotak nak makan burger macam eh? ada notes 'i chenta u' sambil ada sememeh sayur dengan mayonise terlekat dekat kad.


sebab artsy kulitmanggis cantik-cantik jadi nak memilikinya jua tapi tak mampu (actually mampu just ask and buy from her). tapi sebab saje nak suka-suka try test untuk diri sendiri. tapi seriously kulitmanggis memang superb art i akan cuba untuk miliki 1 nanti tulis nama i dengan encik boyfriend kasi cantik-cantik.

terima kasih. gila hardcore tulisan..

ini wajib ada..heh..

dah, habis cerita. besok sambung buat lagi kasi hilang boring..huhu..

Wednesday, February 3, 2010